Lovey February

2nd February 2005

aaahhhh..smell the air..
there something romantic about this month...
suddenLy red is in (maybe also cause its chinese new year soon...ehheheheheh)
and all them gift shops start dustingOut old "Valentine" cards, dolls, picFrames, mugs and of course the price gets a bit tad higher than usual....

wait a minute ...i'm not complaining here....
the last time i had a bf...i remembered being all hypedOut about this month....

the first year i got him a valentine card n a chubby teddy...hoping it'll represent me when i'm not around...(heheeh.....sweet la konon)...then i started a yearLong valentine project...i planned to save some money so i can buy him something more memorable the following year..like a "for his n for her" watch....or something xtremeLy xpensive that both of us will look good in ..that year he gave me a crystal rose....it was reallyreally sweet...

the second year we didn't celebrate cause i was in Lumut...

and...

it didn't get to the third...we brokeUp ...
i broke the crystal flower in to half n hurt my hand...
n wasted my savings on a wildNite...
but then again..its an old story... ( " , )

so back about this month....
myB'day is also in this month (heheh....cheap promotion ...)
so myfrends usually get me this 2-in-one present....they'll go like

"curry, here eppy valentine's day....oh its nothing much..BTW...let me be the first to give u're b'day present"....(ceh...typical)

whatEver it is....its just a month of Lourve n i am proud to be born in it...
everyYear i always think of something big to do in this month..(trust me... there was even a time i planned to get married in this month...aiya.....again...old story)
i had great februaries my whole life too! (so far)....

february was the time i scored distinction for my gred 7 piano examination when i was 15
the february i turned 23 my abah gave me a kerlise....(**,)(**,)
i was in Lumut on the february i turned 24, passedOut on a hill while tryin to make sure i don't pass the "babi hutan" track.......
n celebrated it in sickBay....(i looked pretty horrid cause xtremeLy penat)
on the february when i turned 25 i had a great dinner treat at planetHollywood....( " , )...

noPlans yet as to this year....but one thing i can add..

i moved in Bangi in February 2005...
well this is only the first week....mmmm.....

i've got a killer stereo which i'm so diggin
(maybe cause i don't have a tv....yet)

i've also cooked...
(no not maggie aah....i actually goreng fridRice n had crispyChicFillet)
boleyLar....still got xtra in myfridge....thinkin of doin something to it later today...

i've actually cleaned n cleaned n cleaned the place more often than i did compared to when i was still in buloh....i just couldn't sit still (again..maybe cause of the fact that i don't have a tv....ehehehe)...first its the kitchen....then the toilet....then the kitchen floor....then my laundry ( i handWash now)...then to my sofa....then back to the kitchen....till i get really tired n lazy myself on my sofa...hehehe...reallyCosy one too

i've also managed to do my oldSkool Hobby......cuttingPics!
no...not like cut it cause i hate it...
i like to do kolaj (malay spellin..hehe) to pics....
lastNite i did them pics i took the last time i had goodFun in bukitMerah LakeTown wit my uniMates....we were suppose to go to songkla (Thailand) for a uniXchange programme...but on a lastSaat notice...we were asked to "batalkan hasrat "...damn...we rebelled n went to merahLaketown instead....a blast i tell ya....hehehe...think it was around chinese new year too...remembered the place was full of chinese n that water really made me itch here n there....heheeh

not forgetting...i read alot too ....heheeh...can't wait to go to that 30 dayReturn book store....

just realize that i do have a neighbour but i haven't met them yet...just they're cars...n sometimes hearing them come in....think there's more than one...
one owns a whiteWira (2fast2furious style) n the other a Gen2 (PigSkin colour....hjeheheheheehe)..
thinkin what i'm thinkin?...
yep...it must be GUYS!....heheheheheeh
bound to bump in to them....just have to wait i guess...
(hope they didn't smell my burnt nasiGoreng lastNite....kihkihihkihkihkh)

all in all....a wounderful thing....tho xtremeLy nervous..cause i'm such a virgin at having a house to myself....all the what ifs

what if i have'nt off the stove..
or shut that window....
where's my house key?..
what if i don't getUp?..
what if i got bored?....or lazy?....

heheheeh.......

like the song in my head....

"relax....let it all out.u know u can't hold it all back..u can't always please..... everyOne around...justRelax"_message in a bottle....

so as i'm njoying some mandarin orange this morning...with loads to do on my table....i say "Yam Seng" to this new beginning. i'll update more ait

cheers!

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